Kip

just so you kids know, I don't use livejournal really anymore, but if you want to know what's going on with me and my roller coaster of emotions check out my myspace. The name is Sookie Taudry. Big surprise? Naw. Damn I'm boring.

Last night, as I was sewing at 430 am
(does that still count as night?)
and as bad and nasty as some things are right now
the good way out the bad in the end
and I'm 18 and ready to live my life to the fullest
im anxious to see what that entails

ps im getting drunk on cheap red wine tonight
ive havent been this excited in a while

so everyone has been really bored before and has experienced a very strage train of thought. So I'm sitting here and I realized how perfectly named I am. We're excluding my first name because that means follower of Christ and we all know how true that is. oof. anyhow, marie has something to do with bitter and I know I can be very bitter a lot of the time, but that's not even it. The way my logic is working right now is quite mathmatical in fact. Here's how it works.

My Mom + My Dad = Me
My Mom's last name + My Dad's last name = My full last name ( in some cultures - just let it slide)
mom's last name = Trebon = "very good" when translated from french
dad's last name = Liebentritt = "love-kick" when translated from German and I'm thinking love-kick could be some kind of fling, either that or love giving someone the boot
Therefore, Trebon + Liebentritt = very good love-kick = me

So really I'm just a girl that has a lot of good flings that I end up being bitter about or I'm very bitter about how love does a very good job of kicking me in the ass. Either way, not a good position to be in.

I apologize that you had to read that, but as I said before, I am very bored. and consequently. I feel its necessary to force my boredom upon you.

Man, am I in a good mood or what
I found the cure to every problem
or at least all of my stupid ones
what is this magic cure, you might ask
Instructions:
(follow carefully and dont fuck anything up)
Step 1 Drink three or more red bulls within 3 hours
The more, the better
Step 2 Stuff your tight pants with socks
-you know- so it looks like you've got some manhood underneath
you may ask what the purpose of this is
let me tell you
think, two hot ladies going out at 3 in the a.m. could get raped
but not if the creepy rapist sees that these two girls really aren't girls at all
then
Step 3 freak out a few boys living down the hall by struting around with your manhood
Step 4 take the socks out,
realizing how awkward it is to sit on a bike seat with socks in your pants
Step 5 take your bike for a ride, with your camera of course
because a roll of 36 is due tomorrow and you still need to take it
Step 6 Set up camera with a timer and dance in the middle of the street
while the camera is taking the picture, in case some clarification is needed
Step 7 nearly get hit by a car
it's quite the rush in fact
Step 8 Ride a good half-mile back on a flat tire
Step 9 Chug another red bull, just for the heck of it
Step 10 Try and fall asleep

I realize this may be difficult, and some of you may not be able to do it, but give it a try and let me know how it goes, I'd love to hear all the stories.
Hopefully this high will last me till I can come down to Tucson on Saturday and visit everyone
Otherwise I may be in for a hell of a week

I love Hellen. And if what it takes is calling her up everyday and singing along to " I just called to say I love you" then I'll just have to do it tomorrow and the next day and the next day, until she really does know how much I love her.

I like that I just spent the last hour of my friday night out reading catcher in the rye
I don't like that I can't eat anything without washing my mouth out with listerine immediately after
I like that I'm not the same as everyone else
I dont like that some poeple don't know how to deal with that
I like enjoying things the way that a six year old would
I don't like not wanting to go to bed, because i dont want to have to wake up and deal with another day
I like wearing cow print pants
I don't like that people are constantly letting me down
I like that a boy offered to let me play with his rubic's cube and used it as a pick up line, in all seriousness
I don't like that drinking is really a lose-lose situation ( Im bored as hell if I dont drink, but i really hate what Im like when I am drunk)
I like that I'm known around my dorm as the one who is an absolute ridiculous drunk
I dont like that I'm known around my dorm as the one who is an absolute ridiculous drunk
I like that I can fade very easily into the background
I don't like how invisible I feel
I like that I'm almost positive that I'm going back down to Tucson Oct 2
I don't like that no one will come visit me
I like that I made a code to live by during math today
I don't like that I don't think I'm strong enough to stay true to it
I like that Carolyn told me to do something scary everyday and I actually plan on doing it
I don't like that I had the boy I like in my room alone and I couldn't just man up and make the move
I like the boy that held the door open for me for art class today
I don't like that I didnt have time to strike up a conversation and make a new friend
I like being alone
I dont like that I could break down at any moment now
I like random boys offering me free fries at a hot dog shop just to sit down
I don't like eating a pint of ice cream in one sitting and feeling fat immediately after
I like watching skateboarders fall off their skateboards, only cuz they think they are such bad asses
I don't like the idea that tomorrow I have to take 36 pictures of myself

sho im talking with a shlight lishp right now but because of the bar recently shoved trough my tongue, but because you livejournal kids can't hear me, Im doing the best I can to help you imagine what its like, because its really funny, and itsh a real shame that you guys are mishing out. I really have nothing going on in my life right now. Not even school cuz everyone knows i shleep trough all my clashes anywaysh. No boysh going on because well i don't freggin know. I can't seem to catch me one. Food is hardly going on because i can hardly eat. Friends won't come visit me so poop on them. and that's life. weeehooo. Let me know how ya'll are doing.

Dear Rain,
oh, how I love the way you change my mood in an instant
I'm soaking wet and its 530 in the morning
So far, this could be my favorite day in a while
All thanks to you, dear rain
You bring along your friends
Mr Lightning and Lady Thunder
and I like them too
The past couple weeks have been a wreck
But you dont know that
Cuz I was smiling too much tonight for you to notice
I would have liked to be kissing a boy while dripping wet
but one can't get greedy
Besides, boys are difficult
nearly as unpredictable as you, rain
and actually follow through just as much as you
in phoenix, you're hard to come by
good boys are too
it's a shame im such a sucker for the both of you
I forgot a few things, and you helped me remember them
Thank you
It feels wonderful to act like a child
even if all the other kids are calling me crazy
I miss my gals,
its because they make me feel they same way you do
You visited me after a long time
I think that they should do the same
I'm fixing pancakes when i get up
It will be my last meal for a while
Im getting my tongue pierced later today
if i change my name to grace
then you can start worrying
im doing it as an act of stupid teenage rebellion
not because id like to be the biggest slut asu has ever seen
people are beginnig to get up for the day
i suppose i should go to bed
and fall asleep to the sound of you hitting the roof

THE FLAPPER
by Dorothy Parker

The Playful flapper here we see,
The fairest of the fair.
She's not what Grandma used to be, --
You might say, au contraire.
Her girlish ways may make a stir,
Her manners cause a scene,
But there is no more harm in her
Than in a submarine.

She nightly knocks for many a goal
The usual dancing men.
Her speed is great, but her control
Is something else again.
All spotlights focus on her pranks.
All tongues her prowess herald.
For which she well may render thanks
To God and Scott Fitzgerald.

Her golden rule is plain enough -
Just get them young and treat them
rough.

The last stanza is THE BEST
it is now my golden rule

I like boys
more specifically two
I dont like school
every bit of it
I miss my girls in Tucson
don't you think they should visit
I need sleep
thursday to monday weekends
fun but killer

This weekend, some fun better be had.
I want to meet all of Molly's new friends.
I guess i could see Molly too.
Make love to Hellen, I mean see her dorm.
Sleep in Carolyn's bunk bed, or just visit.
Get drunk, but with my friends.
GET SOME. possibly.
that would really just be a bonus.
The friends are really enough to satisfy me.
Frat boys, on the other hand,
can not.
She's driving me mad.
Dont ask who.
Weeeeehooo. I'm coming back to Tucson
correction
I'm coming back to ROCK Tucson.

Sorry about all the posts today
but I really had to say this

Janet Jackson is cool.
Ms. Piggy pulls it off much better!!!!!!!

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=040830185610-Whores~p20better~p20know~p20this&email=kchick52186@cs.com

I think I am more excited to come back down to Tucson this weekend than I was leaving it. I think that's a bad sign.

I smiled at a boy today, and he smiled back. Why did that make me miss Molly more. I don't know. If someone could explain that to me, that'd be great. And no its not because I am in love with her, cuz it sorta sounds creepy now that I'm looking back on what I wrote. Oh well.

My highliughts of the day:
~Seeing a girl pulling a rolly backback...in college!
~realizing on my way to english class this morning, still somewhat drunk, and not doing well on 2 hours of sleep, that yes it is true, a frat boy did pull me aside a dark building last night, whip "it" out and ask me if 9 inches was good enough for me.
~knowing that tonight I get to go see a boy I like...sure he is 21, but thats hardly any difference at all

Reflections over the past couple days:
~I'm changing. Not in a good or bad way. In fact I'm not really sure what or how I'm changing, but I know I am, and I'm not quite sure If I like it or not
~I am really not doing well without my girls in Tucson. Please transfer up here. I swear the writing program is really good, and... and... I'll do whatever it takes. YOu should know what that entails.

Oh, by the way:
Going to be 20 pounds heavier by Thanksgiving.

I really wish I could order mini versions of people and put them in my pocket. But then i would have to buy pants with huge pockets so I could fit everyone I want to ahve with me. What I know for sure: I would have the pockets on the front of my shirt, so I could have Molly and Hellen chillin' with me, but on my boobs...cuz I like that.

OK, so who really misses their first class of the first day of college? Besides me and my slacker roomate? No-one. I've got like 3 different people saying that they have someone that they think I would really like and they want to hook me up. Do I really seem that desperatge that other people need to hook me up? I duno. Anyhow, I'm going to try and not complain on livejournal, so I'll just say that Im so tired drunk right now and I have to get up at 7 tomorrow a.m. to switch my classes. Not so fun. College life is good. my bro has already hooked my up with a little watermelon and rasberry treats. I'm not Making as many friends as i thought I would. I guess it is only the first day of school. I really miss all the Tucson people, so everyone will have to come visit me. By the way, TINA YOU FAT LARD, COME GET YOUR DINNER!

So I got sucked back into this livejournal business.
Oh man am I a sucker.
Had to change the username though
Everything else is changing
Why not the livejounal
Anyhow, college starts tomorrow
I think I'm ready. We'll see.
I'm excited, my brothers get back today.
I really hope this year goes well with them.
I miss all the guys and gals in Tucson sooo much, so son't even hesitate to call if you are ever bored. Chances are, I will be too.